I’m angry. I’m angry and in front of my computer blogging. This can get dangerous.

What the hell….

I have found that people have the best of intentions until that one fleeting moment where they throw it all out of the window. We are only human after all.. desires can consume one’s sense of rational until they are appeased. Especially carnal desires… so we live moment to moment.. some people escape in that phrase. Some people are so self loathing that moment to moment is the only way the day is passed. It is so much easier to not be accountable. Some people string those careless moments together and weave a basket to carry their ego in.
I am irate. I have managed to make it through my entire life without cheating anyone. Notice I did not say “on”. (Which I have not done either actually), but back to my point. People cheat people, people sometimes cheat themselves. All of this is fear based. I keep wondering what my lesson is here. I have encountered this chapter before and apparently I did not fulfill my end of the learning process. Damn.
I believe in people. I believe people can change. However, I do not know if it is realistic that anyone can change for a relationship. Maybe future one’s… maybe previous one’s.. bt not the current one.

I’m talking in circles. Seeing red.

Accountability, look it up.

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