Talk myself out of it…
It’s in me to talk myself out of it.. to block away all that’s good and walk away holding all the judgment. It’s in me to point out my wrong notes.. to shy away from the idea of perfection and hold onto the false implications of perception. It’s in me to say no. To quit before the race is won and watch as the sun sets on my “what if’s”. It’s in me to say F*%^ Y@#$!! to what I am too scared to understand and hide in my ignorance. It’s in me to blanket myself in the though of fairy-tales that come true without labor… BUT more than that….. it’s in me to fight. To work hard and battle the fright within that escapes me from time to time. To allow myself to judge myself, write it down on a piece of paper and let it go…
If I judge myself so harshly that no one else get’s to see what I am capable of because of it, then I am truly a waste of talent and space.
FIGHT FOR YOURSELF. STAND UP FOR YOUR IDEAS. BELIEVE IN THE BIGGER PICTURE.
